Monday, August 17, 2009

the days disapear

I have been feeling like that days are going so fast, disappearing before my eyes. It feels like it is always the weekend again and I am not sure where the week went. I have even started to feel panicked about it, like I am losing my control over time.


I was telling my friend, who is a true friend, and she said that when she has a deadline (she is a writer and editor) or when something is approaching, she feels like that too. It took me a minute but then I realised that something is approaching. Of course I had not forgotten, I think about it all the time. But I think though I had forgotten how losing Alice Buttons effects my subconscious, my dreams and my everyday.


I may not talk about Alice all the time, or write about her all the time but, she is the person that effects my day, my thinking, my dreams and my time.

7 comments:

Ya Chun said...

((hugs))

these days do loom.

Monique said...

((Hugs))

ezra'smommy said...

The lead up to the anniversary is so very hard...as I'm learning firsthand.

Akul's mama said...

Parents do not forget their angel children. Love.

Tracey said...

I may not talk about Alice all the time, or write about her all the time but, she is the person that effects my day, my thinking, my dreams and my time.

This just touches me so deeply...its amazing how this loss just reshapes you isn't it? These days leading up to the anniversary must be hard...thinking of you.

Hope's Mama said...

Just catching up Rach. Thinking of you loads as you approach your big days.
xo

Poppy and Mei said...

XXxx.