Tuesday, September 8, 2009

today

Today, one year ago we were getting ready for our 20 week scan. Today is the day that our lives changed forever.

I don't want to remember this week, the horrible days. I don't want to remember holding my husband, barely standing, leaving the OBs rooms, knowing that something was terribly, terribly wrong.

I don't want to remember this week but, I never want to forget our Alice Buttons.

10 comments:

Sky said...

the first milestones are horrible and i imagine they just don't get any easier.
thinking of you x

Hope's Mama said...

And we wont ever forget her, Rach.
Walking with you this week as you remember.
xo

Monique said...

I've been thinking about you lots this week. She'll always be remembered. xo

Akul's mama said...

Remembering your beautiful baby today.

Suz said...

thinking of you Rach and remembering.

Terry said...

All my love - to the three of you
XXX Oody

angie said...

Remembering Alice Buttons with you. With love.

Lea said...

So well put, Rach. We will never forget. Remembering Alice Buttons with you... xo

Poppy and Mei said...

Oh Rach, I've been thinking of you all week & wondering how you all are.
I'll never understand your pain & I'll never find the words to help make it all better.
But. I'll always remember little Alice Buttons...XXxx.

Leila's mommy said...

thinking of you today and wishing your precious Alice were here with you.
much love,
christy